I've uploaded my DIY Lip Scrub on Youtube. ;)

Today was my 23rd bday~ :) I had a pretty chill day. I am in Michigan right now, so I get to be with my mom. I played a little bit of tennis with my cousin Karen and an old high school friend Rhea. THen my bf came over and we went to grab a little bit of sushi from Noblefish. THen my mom came home and we all ran errands together and went to Buca's for my dinner....BUT it closed in Birmingham! So we went to CPK in Somersetmall instead....I was REALLY bummed, but it turned out good~ I had fun. Rhea came too. :D THere is a new store in the mall Henri Bendel! I've never heard of this brand before but their items are SO CUTE and FUn! I love it! I wish they would open in CHicago!

Ok, so I am reaching a breakdown point. I USE to be fit. I USE to be motivated. I USE to care. I USE to have SO MUCH control. What happened?!?!?! I have reached almost 140 lbs I think. I'm afraid of steppin on the scale. I'm 5'2'' so that's WAY over. I worked SO hard for my previous goal weight. I was at 116. What the heck happened? Ever since I started my internship, my body just expanded. I eat just whatever i want now. I do not exercise everyday. I have no self control now. I eat when I'm not hungry. What the HECK is wrong iwth me? Every time I try to start a diet log now, it doesn't work. I hate myself. Life sucks. Worst bday ever.

I made curry, hotdog, and melon pan the other day! <3 so yummmie!