Hello all! (I don't know why I said "all" like I have a huge audience or something....) I am finally done with putting my new IKEA dresser together for my room. (^v^) Yatta!!!!! It looks so cute. Simple and white and clean. I must say that I am really proud of myself for putting it together all by myself (in t-shirt and underwear). HAHA. I am still in the mist of organizing the top of it as a little beauty corner (makeup, brushes, perfume, etc). It's looking really cute and I'm pretty excited. I really like putting stuff together from IKEA. I wish I could do it as a side job or something. I love the simple instructions without words! I'm definitely more patient with trying to figure out pictures than long manuals/instructions. ;) Now if I can only clean the rest of my room........

I am finally learning how to be content. I am still learning! Wish me luck!

You know.....I am very very very bad at expressing myself. I hate it.

Ok, so I wrote this long ranty post earlier today and was realllllly pissed and frustrated when I somehow clicked something to make the browser go to my previous page, thus losing my draft. GRRRR. Because I was too pissed off too write it in such great detail again, I decided to summarize the post I had written in a few sentences instead. Clicked on the good ol' "Publish Live" button and waited. and waited. and gave up on posting it entirely.

But now since I am in the mood for posting again (I seem to post when I'm moody), I'll rewrite what I wrote and maybe even more. ;)

Ok, so the original post went something like this....
I recall playing the drinking game with my friends and basically it's asking a question and everyone answers. The question, "If you could relive a grade, what grade would you want to go back to?". Without hesitation, I would answer 7th grade. My friends would then ask me why, but I did not know the answer. I was a horrible person back then. I was 14 and at the "All I want to do is be popular" age. I made fun of everyone in my class and more, did betraying things, etc etc etc. So why in the world would I want to be that horrible person again? I think I finally found the answer today. It's cause I really really really liked myself back then. I find that as I grow older, I begin to dislike myself more and more. I don't know if it's a modesty thing that's getting to me, but I honestly have that negative image about myself. I envy those who think they are "hot shit". lol. Anyway, it's an everyday battle. I'm working on it somehow.

So yea, I know I make this promise to myself a lot, but I don't want to drink to the point where I wanna puke again. I do feel like getting trashed though. kkk. Errr for good reasons.

Grrr. So I've had back luck with technology lately. Firstly, I had no internet set up at my apartment to begin with. Had to wait like 2+ weeks to get it. Before I got internet (i got it today!), I went to Soundbar with Hannah, got totally trashed and left my phone there. It's totally gone. That is SO unlike me. I don't ever want to get to the point where I'm so drunk that I don't even take care of the things I treasure so much..... grrrrrr. To top it all off, before I lost my phone, I dropped my laptop. I had to steal internet connection from my neighbors and the only spot at my apt with decent connection was in the kitchen. I set my laptop in front of the microwave. It's just enough space but it was fine. I was probably standing there 1+ hour until......I was getting ready to take my laptop back to my room and boom! Dropped that sucker to the floor. It wasn't broken or anything, but the hard drive did suffer from the fall. I don't know what exactly is the problem, but I took it to the Apple Store downtown and found out that I needed about $500 to fix it. So I got a macbook. :D with a free HP printer :D and an ipod nano :D Now I just need my phone!  Muahahhahahaha.

p.s. I don't really know if I should be happy that I'm getting all these new stuff or I should be devastated because I'm a poor college kid that is heavily relying on technology. (-_-;;) **sigh**