I've been pretty down, stressed, tired, overall blah lately. Today started out horribly. Woke up and noticed that my roomie wasn't awake yet, so before I went out I knocked on her door and she just ignored me. So I was pretty worried the whole day at school. Turns out she had/has a fever and was out of it. At school, I had to take the 4th graders up to the science room for math. They were so annoying, no even funny. They're unmotivated, doesn't follow directions, whiny, and just plain annoying sometimes. I mentioned their behavior to my CT and she made them apologize to me. I could tell that most of their apologies weren't sincere so I just said "ok". We also got a new student in today. He's not exactly "new", but is new to our class. He is special ed and has someone with him the whole time. I hope it stays that way. When his helper was not there for a few minutes, he grabbed my arm and also tried to open my jacket. Then when he was by the bathroom, he pushed me on my boob and also slapped by butt. I told him that's inappropriate and he said "ok". I hope it's not going to be a problem later on. If it is, I feel really uncomfortable with him in the class. I'm also way behind in homework, projects, whatever. I'm also sort of unhappy about d-balls right now. I don't want to be that annoying girlfriend, but I want to be open. I'm just trying to block out all emotions right now. I need to focus on work, but it's hard. I've been sleeping horribly too. I want to go away. To Japan or someplace by myself.

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